I know that lately i haven't been doing mush in anything. In all honest truth i feel as of i lost my passion in many things. That, and school started so i have to add that to my list of things to juggle. My life is really hetic and to add all that up plus the drama that just circulates around me SUCKS! i get tired of it all really. I just want the last two years of high school to go on like normal only with a little less drama. I still feel as though i'm an outcast with some of my friends and i just have to wonder what i need to do about it. Like in my previous, i have to wonder if its time to cut the ties to some of my friendships. Like my english teacher says, it gives you more room to branch out. though i have never been good with chaging things. the only thing i have to say, is that i'm staying with my boyfriend. I don't care what anyone says, i'm staying. AND i WILL NOT let drama get in the way of our relationship. if it does be prepared for one hell of a b***h i will not put up with itt and i just might ignore you. In many ways i'm just like my boy in that aspect, he will put up with no drama at the time being.
well thats it for now, sorry if it seems i'm being insesitive to ant but at the moment i'm done with somethings.
Signing off- strangly beautiful